Selasa, 18 November 2008

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When we first started out I had a really big issue and a lot of my loved ones had a really big issue with the fact that I was totally in pain up there and there was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person and I think that that is going to be a lot of what the next record is about, not to plug it or anything. Like, it’s going to talk about dying and coming back to become what you totally want to become. We are all becoming what we want to become.


-Gerard Way

When I was browsing through the mibba profile pages, I found this quote. I, of coarse, read it. And what happen after I read it? I cried.

“you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself.”
That was the first sentence that really … well, touchy? I thought a day before I read the quote, I want to become a bulimic. I don’t know, my friends are telling me that I’m fat, and such. And now, I know, that I really am fat, odd, and weird.

When I was on Seven grade, I wore my skirt up to my stomach and the skirt is really long, it up to my feet. While everyone wore their skirt on their hips, and the skirt is not really long. It’s only 5 centimeters below their knee.

My good friend friend was told me that the way I wear the skirt is really weird, but I shrugged it off, because I’m comfortable that way. But no … they making fun of me, just because of that. I don’t have many friends too. Like no one want to become near me.

I’m not a nerd. Even though I wear glasses -3, doesn’t mean I’m really smart. I do, maybe smart on math, but not that really smart.

I do, want to become a bulimic. But the sentence change it. I don’t want to do it now. It means that I’m giving up on live. But I promised my self that I will never giving up my live.

“Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person”
You guys have dreams, right? So do I. I want to become a singer, I want to become an artist. But no one seems to comment me about it. I didn’t mean, you must to. I mean, it’s like, I ignored by people. My stories doesn’t get much attention, my drawing never get criticisms or comments. It show me, that mean, I don’t have any talents. Four people that told me I did a great job, was Miss Tattie (My math teacher), Miss Intan (Like, when the original teacher didn’t come, she change the place), My mom, and my dad. Just only four! And it makes me smile! I still remember the day I told Miss Tattie that I finished Level J on kumon mathematics. I really happy, so I told her. And she said good job, while smiling at me and giving me two thumbs up. I’m smiling like a fool the rest of the day. No one ever tell me like that before.

When my stories doesn’t get many attention, it is like killing me inside. When no one appreciate my work, it is like killing me inside. When I read that sentence, I smiled a little. I want to become a new person. The person that I always dream it…

“We are all becoming what we want to become.”
Thanks to the sentence, I believe in me. I will become what I want to be. I will become the person who is knows by people. Who will get known by people. I don’t care I didn’t get comments on this blog or whatever. I just want someone to appreciate my work. I just want people knowing me. I just want people doesn’t ignore me. I want people know that I’m here.

Come on, I am a pussy. But the best part it:

My heart just got touched by Gerard Way, my hero.

Jumat, 24 Oktober 2008

I Love Framia <3

Framia (Frank Iero & Jamia Iero) Rules!!



Don't you see? They in love with each other. I know I love Frank, but what can I say? I can't help it but obsessed with Framia. I writes Framia story, and I love it (even though just have one subscriber and one comment.).

Framia is the best couple in the world! (After my mom and dad, XD)

x's and o's,

Sasha.

I Wanna Know The Way You're Feeling.


Name: I Wanna Know The Way You're Feeling
Characters: Frank Iero & Mikey Way (Frikey)
Ratings: PG-13 *
Authors: Lucky Strikes & handwritten lies
Summary: Page **
Chapters: One **

* PG-13 or Parental Guide 13, meaning, you must register first if you want to read this story. Click here to register.
**Disclaimer: This is my plot. I do not own My Chemical Romance, blablabla. Click on the 'Page' word on the summary to go to the story page, and click the 'One' word to go on to the Chapter One page.

Click Here to Read Chapter One of I Wanna Know You're Feeling.
Click Here to Read Chapter One of I Wanna Know You're Feeling on blogs!

Summary:

Frank Iero and the Way brothers had been best friends. Well, that is, until Frank got into fight with Gerard, causing Gerard had to be on a wheelchair. Mikey ignored Frank because he was really angry of what he’s done to his brother, and they basically ignored each other since. It was time for high school, and both of the boys were still ignoring each other. Frank was the school rebel, making him popular, and Mikey was the outsider, making him getting bullied.

It was time for the cupid named Alicia. She knew that both of the boys actually had always liked each other, and she was trying her best to make the boys as a couple.

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I actually LOVE the ideas of this story, so please read it? And comment?

x's ans o's,

Sasha

I'm Your Angel


Name: I'm Your Angel.
Characters: Mikey Way & Gerard Way (Waycest)
Ratings: PG-13 *
Author: Lucky Strikes
Summary: Page **
Chapters: One **

* PG-13 or Parental Guide 13, meaning, you must register first if you want to read this story. Click here to register.
**Disclaimer: This is my plot. I do not own My Chemical Romance, blablabla. Click on the 'Page' word on the summary to go to the story page, and click the 'One' word to go on to the Chapter One page.

Click Here to View I'm Your Angel.
Click Here to View I'm Your Angel on Blogs!

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Enjoy, don't foget to comment!

x's and o's,

Sasha

Let it go!

View my stories without registering!

Well, you are going to read my stories, and ... you can't because you must register or at least 13 years old.

Now, I can help you out with that.


No more register in some website!

Just comment me on the haloscan comments page, tell me your e-mail blogger, your age, and your name. Then when I approve you by commenting on your blog, or e-mail you, go here.

Every stories that I update, will be include the link to the blog. So, what are you waiting for? Comment me! Now!

*And you still at least 12 years old. =D

x's o's,

Sasha

Do you know, that everybody need our help?

Kamis, 23 Oktober 2008

On The Way For Love


Name: On The Way For Love
Characters: Original
Ratings: PG-13*
Author: Lucky Strikes
Summary: Page **
Chapters: Prologue **

* PG-13 or Parental Guide 13, meaning, you must register first if you want to read this story. Click here to register.
**Disclaimer: This is my plot. I own everything on it. Click on the 'Page' word on the summary to go to the story page, and click the 'Prologue' word to go on to the prologue page.

Click Here for a view to On The Way For Love's Prologue.

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Enjoy =D Just don't forget to comments! =D

x's & o's

Sasha

I am now a beautiful girl.




Rabu, 22 Oktober 2008

Welcome World.

Just as you can see, this is where I will place all my journal. And in here, you must comments.

My stories, will be post here. No wait. Link to my stories will be post in here, it's because all of my stories, at least PG-13 or Parental Guide 13. You must at least 13 years old to read my stories. And I will tell you, whenever I updates my stories.

And I know, I'm not yet 13 years old, but I just like to write it.

I write mostly about My Chemical Romance, but if you don't like it, I still have original fictions that I will post in here, and not the link.

So, enjoy your self!

x's and o's

Sasha

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It's awesome to have a friend.

Mengenai Saya

Foto saya
Girl. Twelve. 8 grades. Glasses. Long hair. Indonesian. One brother. My favorite place to write and read is www.mibba.com, because you can get comments and critics, and readers, and even subribers there. Not in Blogger and Wordpres though. My wordpress is ilame.wordpress.com, but it's not running yet. Well, I love My Chemical Romance, and anything that I likes. I likes friendship, hate friendster, like chocolate. I prefer singing then watching tv. My hobbies are, browsing, singing, writing, and reading. I love to read anything that have romance on it, and I love FRIKEY (Frank Iero and Mikey Way slash). I'm not a homophobe, but I hate FRERARD (Frank Iero and Gerard Way). Even though I'm still young at age twelve, but I writes SLASH, meaning, boy who date boy. And I read them too (Just FRIKEY). I guess that's all about me. Visit morning-purple.webs.com